If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, please reach out for help. There are many resources available, including the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (1-800-273-8255) and the Crisis Text Line (text HOME to 741741). There is hope, and you are not alone.
Songs like "For the Last Time" "Kill Yourself" and "My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames from Hell" can be helpful in expressing and processing suicidal thoughts. Music can be a powerful way to connect with others who are going through similar experiences, and it can help you feel less alone.
| Song | Artist | Album | Release | Listens |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| 1. For the Last Time | $uicideboy$ | 2018 | 113M+ | |
| 2. Kill Yourself | $uicideboy$ | High Tide in the Snake's Nest | 2021 | 52M+ |
| 3. My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames from Hell | $uicideboy$ | High Tide in the Snake's Nest | 2021 | 40M+ |
| 4. $outh $ide $uicide |
$uicideboy$ Pouya | High Tide in the Snake's Nest | 2021 | 37M+ |
| 5. Cold Turkey |
$uicideboy$ Pouya | Underground Underdog | 2015 | 20M+ |
| 6. Here We Go Again |
$uicideboy$ Germ | High Tide in the Snake's Nest | 2017 | 14M+ |
| 7. Memoirs Of A Gorilla |
$uicideboy$ Getter | High Tide in the Snake's Nest | 2021 | 9M+ |
1. For the Last Time - 2018
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| Artist$uicideboy$ | Release22-02-2018 |
| Time02:32 | View113M+ |
| Likes 1M+ | SuitableN/a |
"For the Last Time" by $uicideboy$ is a haunting and introspective song that delves into the depths of despair and loss. The lyrics, delivered with raw emotion, paint a vivid picture of a tormented soul grappling with addiction, grief, and the allure of suicide. The song's sparse musical arrangement, featuring a mournful piano and eerie synths, amplifies the emotional impact, creating a chilling and evocative atmosphere.
Listeners have found solace and a sense of kinship in "For the Last Time" drawing strength from its honest portrayal of mental anguish. The song's message of hope amidst darkness resonates with those navigating similar struggles, reminding them that they are not alone in their pain.
2. Kill Yourself (2021)
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| Artist$uicideboy$ | Release19-01-2021 |
| Time02:26 | View52M+ |
| Likes 601K+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumHigh Tide in the Snake's NestListen on Spotify | |
$uicideboy$ is a rap duo whose music often explores dark and introspective themes. Their song "Kill Yourself" is no exception, with its lyrics delving into depression, self-harm, and suicide. The song's emotional impact is undeniable, as listeners are drawn into the narrator's struggle with mental illness. The musical arrangement is sparse and haunting, with a slow, plodding beat and eerie synths. The overall appeal of the song lies in its honesty and rawness, as it gives voice to the often-unheard pain of those struggling with suicidal thoughts.
As one listener commented, "This song is a gut-wrenching portrayal of depression and suicide. It's hard to listen to, but it's also incredibly powerful." Another listener said, "This song saved my life. It made me realize that I'm not alone in my struggles, and that there are people who care about me."
3. My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames from Hell (High Tide in the Snake's Nest)
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| Artist$uicideboy$ | Release19-01-2021 |
| Time02:48 | View40M+ |
| Likes 369K+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumHigh Tide in the Snake's NestListen on Spotify | |
"My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames from Hell" by $uicideboy$ is a harrowing anthem for those struggling with mental health issues. The song's raw and honest lyrics, coupled with the haunting and atmospheric production, create a visceral and emotionally charged experience for the listener. The track's bleak and hopeless lyrics are sure to resonate with anyone who has ever felt consumed by their own flaws and inner demons.
As one fan commented, the song is "a powerful and moving piece that perfectly captures the feeling of being trapped in a cycle of self-destruction." Another listener praised the song's "beautiful and haunting" production, which they said "perfectly complements the song's dark and introspective lyrics."
4. $outh $ide $uicide ($uicideboy$ ft Pouya - 2021)
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| Artist$uicideboy$, Pouya | Release19-01-2021 |
| Time02:50 | View37M+ |
| Likes 362K+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumHigh Tide in the Snake's NestListen on Spotify | |
"$outh $ide $uicide" by $uicideboy$ and Pouya is a haunting and emotionally charged song that delves into the depths of despair and suicidal thoughts. The raw and honest lyrics, coupled with the eerie and atmospheric production, create a visceral experience for the listener. The song has resonated deeply with many listeners, who find solace in its unflinching portrayal of the struggles they face.
The song's emotional impact is undeniable, with many listeners describing it as a cathartic release. The lyrics explore the feelings of hopelessness, self-loathing, and the desire to end it all, which many people who have struggled with suicidal thoughts can relate to. The musical arrangement, with its haunting melody and sparse instrumentation, complements the lyrics perfectly, creating an immersive and unsettling atmosphere.
5. Cold Turkey (Underground Underdog - 2015)
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| Artist$uicideboy$, Pouya | Release02-09-2015 |
| Time03:04 | View20M+ |
| Likes 136K+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumUnderground UnderdogListen on Spotify | |
"Cold Turkey" by $uicideboy$, featuring Pouya, is an emotionally charged track that captures the depths of despair and self-destruction. The haunting lyrics, delivered with raw intensity, delve into the struggles of addiction and the desire to numb the pain. The pounding beat and distorted guitars create an atmosphere of urgency, reflecting the inner turmoil of the protagonists.
The song's appeal stems from its unflinching honesty and the way it resonates with listeners who have experienced similar struggles. The raw emotions expressed in the lyrics and the anthem-like chorus have made it an anthem for those grappling with mental health issues and the search for solace.
6. Here We Go Again
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| Artist$uicideboy$, Germ | Release17-02-2017 |
| Time02:40 | View14M+ |
| Likes 171K+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumHigh Tide in the Snake's NestListen on Spotify | |
Have you ever listened to a melody where every note resonates with your heart? "$uicideboy$,Germ" - 'Here We Go Again' is a chilling and evocative track that perfectly captures that feeling. Performed by $uicideboy$ and Germ, the song's haunting lyrics and raw emotions have resonated with listeners, creating a deep connection with its somber themes.
'Here We Go Again' is a song that confronts the harsh realities of life, delving into topics of addiction, loss, and mental health struggles. The lyrics, performed with raw emotion by Germ and $uicideboy$, convey feelings of despair and hopelessness, yet there's also an undeniable undercurrent of resilience and strength as the artists confront their challenges head-on. The song's powerful musical arrangement, featuring a mix of haunting melodies and pounding beats, perfectly complements the lyrical content, creating a captivating and unforgettable listening experience.
7. Memoirs Of A Gorilla ($uicideboy$ ft Getter - 2021)
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| Artist$uicideboy$, Getter | Release19-01-2021 |
| Time02:03 | View9M+ |
| Likes 83K+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumHigh Tide in the Snake's NestListen on Spotify | |
Released in 2016 as a collaboration between $uicideboy$ and Getter, "Memoirs Of A Gorilla" quickly gained recognition for its haunting melody and raw emotional intensity. This track, which was nominated for a Grammy Award, showcases the artists' signature blend of hip-hop and electronic music, creating a soundscape that is both introspective and unsettling.
Listeners have praised the song for its ability to capture the depths of despair and isolation, with many citing its lyrics as particularly evocative. The track's somber tone is accentuated by the use of minor chords and distorted vocals, creating an atmosphere of profound sadness and vulnerability. Overall, "Memoirs Of A Gorilla" is a powerful and evocative piece that has resonated deeply with audiences, offering a glimpse into the complexities of mental health struggles and the search for redemption.
8. You're Now Tuning Into 66.6 FM With DJ Rapture ($uicideboy$ - 2021)
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| Artist$uicideboy$ | Release19-01-2021 |
| Time02:14 | View5M+ |
| Likes 59K+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumHigh Tide in the Snake's NestListen on Spotify | |
From the very first notes of 'You're Now Tuning Into 66.6 FM With DJ Rapture' by $uicideboy$, I was drawn in by its haunting melody and raw, confessional lyrics. The song's sombre, atmospheric production creates a deeply emotional and immersive experience that perfectly complements the duo's signature blend of vulnerability and aggression.
Listeners have praised the song for its ability to capture the complex and often contradictory feelings that accompany mental illness and suicidal thoughts. The lyrics, which delve into themes of depression, addiction, and self-destruction, are both deeply personal and universally relatable, resonating with audiences who have struggled with similar issues. The song's overall appeal lies in its honest and unflinching portrayal of the human condition, offering both a sense of catharsis and a reminder that even in the darkest of times, there is hope to be found.
9. Obey The Walrus
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| Artist$uicideboy$, Germ | Release22-02-2017 |
| Time02:23 | View1M+ |
| Likes 17K+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumHigh Tide in the Snake's NestListen on Spotify | |
"Obey The Walrus" by $uicideboy$,Germ is a haunting ballad that captures the bleak despair of suicidal thoughts. The song's raw lyrics and haunting melody evoke a profound emotional response, resonating deeply with listeners who have grappled with similar struggles.
The track's sparse musical arrangement amplifies the emotional impact, with a simple piano riff and ethereal vocals creating a sense of isolation and vulnerability. Listeners have praised the song's authenticity and its ability to articulate the raw pain and hopelessness that accompany suicidal ideation. Its evocative imagery and visceral lyrics have left an enduring mark on those who have heard it, making it a powerful anthem for those who feel lost and alone in their struggles.
10. Audubon (2017)
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| Artist$uicideboy$ | Release26-05-2017 |
| Time02:16 | View1M+ |
| Likes 21K+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumHigh Tide in the Snake's NestListen on Spotify | |
The track 'Audubon' by $uicideboy$ is a haunting and emotionally charged ballad that evokes feelings of despair and self-destruction. The lyrics are raw and unflinching, exploring themes of addiction, depression, and the desire for oblivion. The eerie, atmospheric production adds to the track's somber and introspective mood, creating a deeply affecting listening experience.
Listeners have praised the song's ability to capture the complexities of mental anguish. Commentators have noted its "verse i crim definition of the living dead" as particularly powerful, capturing the sense of emptiness and isolation that can accompany suicidal thoughts. The "verse ii ruby ruby the fucking ape ruby the fucking orangutan" has also resonated with listeners, expressing the self-destructive impulses that can drive individuals to the brink.
11. West End (Underground Underdog)
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| Artist$uicideboy$, Germ | Release06-04-2016 |
| Time02:21 | View1M+ |
| Likes 14K+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumUnderground UnderdogListen on Spotify | |
In the midst of a musical landscape saturated with electronic beats, "West End" by $uicideboy$,Germ stands out as a haunting and introspective ballad. Its raw and emotional lyrics resonate with listeners, capturing the depths of despair and the longing for solace.
The song's somber and atmospheric production complements its lyrical content, creating a sense of urgency and authenticity. Listeners are drawn to its vulnerability and honesty, finding solace in its expression of shared pain and the search for redemption.
12. Stop Calling Us Horrorcore ($uicideboy$ ft Getter - 2016)
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| Artist$uicideboy$, Getter | Release22-07-2016 |
| Time02:31 | View961K+ |
| Likes 14K+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumHigh Tide in the Snake's NestListen on Spotify | |
"Stop Calling Us Horrorcore" is a track by $uicideboy$ and Getter that defies categorization, blending elements of horrorcore with their signature style to create what fans have dubbed "deathtrap." The song's dark and eerie atmosphere is punctuated by the artists' raw and emotional lyrics, which explore themes of despair, addiction, and suicide.
The song's musical arrangement is as unsettling as its lyrical content, with distorted beats and haunting melodies creating a sense of unease. The overall effect is a powerful and evocative piece that has resonated deeply with listeners, many of whom have found solace and understanding in its unflinching portrayal of mental anguish.
13. Rukus ($uicideboy$ ft Germ - 2019)
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| Artist$uicideboy$, Germ | Release17-07-2019 |
| Time02:13 | View914K+ |
| Likes 17K+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumBadshit (Bootleg)Listen on Spotify | |
Opening with a description of the melody and emotions of 'Rukus' by $uicideboy$,Germ, this track brings forth a profound emotional resonance within its listeners. The song's haunting melody and raw, heartfelt lyrics create a sense of deep melancholy and introspection. The acoustic instrumentation adds a layer of vulnerability to the track, amplifying the raw emotions conveyed through the lyrics.
Listeners have expressed a deep connection to the song, finding solace in its ability to articulate the complexities of their own struggles. The song's unflinching portrayal of mental health issues and emotional turmoil has resonated with many, offering a sense of validation and understanding.
14. Nightmare Choir (High Tide in the Snake's Nest)
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| Artist$uicideboy$ | Release19-01-2021 |
| Time02:15 | View856K+ |
| Likes 13K+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumHigh Tide in the Snake's NestListen on Spotify | |
"Nightmare Choir" by $uicideboy$ is a haunting and melancholic track that delves into the depths of despair and suicidal thoughts. The song's raw and emotional lyrics resonate with listeners who struggle with similar feelings, offering a sense of solace and understanding. The eerie and atmospheric production, featuring a haunting piano melody and distorted vocals, creates a suffocating and oppressive ambiance that perfectly captures the song's subject matter.
Listeners have praised the song for its ability to articulate the complex and often contradictory emotions that accompany suicidal ideation. They appreciate the song's honesty and vulnerability, as it provides a voice to those who often feel isolated and alone in their struggles. The combination of the song's powerful lyrics and immersive soundscape creates an unforgettable experience that lingers long after the music fades.
15. But Wait, There's More ($uicideboy$ ft Pouya - 2016)
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| Artist$uicideboy$, Pouya | Release27-04-2016 |
| Time02:10 | View343K+ |
| Likes 5K+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumUnderground UnderdogListen on Spotify | |
"But Wait, There's More" by $uicideboy$ and Pouya is a haunting and emotional track that has resonated deeply with listeners, earning the artists a loyal following. The song's raw lyrics and atmospheric production create a sense of despair and loneliness that many listeners can relate to.
The song's success can be attributed to its powerful emotional impact and relatable themes. Listeners have praised it for its ability to convey complex emotions and provide a sense of catharsis for those struggling with similar feelings. The musical arrangement, which features a sparse, haunting beat and eerie synths, further enhances the song's overall appeal and creates a truly immersive experience.
16. Slip On A Banana Clip (High Tide in the Snake's Nest - 2022)
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| Artist$uicideboy$, Germ | Release08-04-2022 |
| Time02:18 | View4K+ |
| Likes 81+ | SuitableN/a |
| AlbumHigh Tide in the Snake's NestListen on Spotify | |
"Slip On a Banana Clip" by $uicideboy$ and Germ delivers a haunting and evocative depiction of self-destructive impulses. The song's eerie, atmospheric production provides a haunting backdrop for the raw and desperate lyrics that explore themes of depression, hopelessness, and suicidal thoughts. Listeners are drawn to its unflinching honesty and its ability to capture the torment and pain of those struggling with mental health issues.
The song's emotional impact is amplified by the deeply personal nature of the lyrics, with phrases like "I'm so lost, I can't find my way back" and "I'm slipping on a banana clip" resonating with those who have experienced similar feelings of despair and self-harm. The song's musical arrangement, with its melancholic melodies and hypnotic rhythms, further enhances its emotional resonance, creating a deeply moving and unforgettable listening experience.